Lunatic Ramblings

Life goes on. Sometimes 'high' on spirit sometimes low on 'depression'. Nevertheless time moves. You move with it. You do the daily chores, meet people, talk to them, laugh with them, frown at some, be alone sometimes try to know the 'stranger' within, try to maintain relationship (some of which u never wanted in first place!!!), forge now ones, sulk when you fail to do so, bathe in the 'balmy' morning sun, enjoy a misty morning strol or a chilly twilight walk, catch up with folks from ur past, pine for the days gone-by, look foward to a promising future and always look out for a cause to go on with your present. This in short defines your existence.

Then their are the 'good' things ...

Things which make you want to live. No matter how dull your 'today' is or how bleak your 'tomorrow' looks. Like the 'face' whose sight makes you 'freeze' , the 'song' which sets u into raptures and make everything else 'invisible', the 'snapshots' of nature that reminds you of a place they call 'heaven', the 'movie' which you watch for the umpteenth time and it evokes the same feeling that it did the first time, the 'book' you read and re-read and then read it again bcoz you feel that it defines some part of you, the 'solitary' time you spend in a corner of this earth and wonder why those moment had to end, the light afternoon nap in your familiar and cozy bed, a hot 'cuppa' after you wake up to bring you back from your 'alices' wonderland, the sight of a mail in your mailbox from an old pal, the 'hot' shower on a cold night.......

These are moments which brings 'ecstasy' to your soul even if it is for a fraction of seconds. It breathes 'life' into your body, makes you a being from a zombie that you are otherwise, makes you want to live just to experience another such moment.